A beautiful, child-like, just deeply rooted (I started laughing because my neighbors were being loud af yelling “he was Russian? He was Russian? Pinche-…” LMFAOOO Ya can’t make this shit up dude. My life is a high vibe, 90s wholesome, type of movie. And now back to your regularly scheduled programming..)
A beautiful, child-like, just deeply rooted desire to learn. Just about everything and anything out there. (A crow is cawing outside my window on this cold yet sunny cali-fall day in November) He has always had an extremely inquisitive mind, and deeply rooted passion to learn. A certain thirst for knowledge in all its many forms. He is so stricken by knowledge that he often gets this innocent child-like excited about new information, despite whether he actually abides by these new ideas or not (live according to the tale being told or just enjoying the story while it is being read to you. He is the latter. He is, as a child is to; being (I just had a really weird sun thought/vision of us all being connected spiritually by some crazy high vibe super hero marvel or dc type of movie shit where all these diff main character superhero peoples come together. Like we got spiritual power couples coming in hot like Harry Potter movie style too where they’re all coming together to fight the darkness! Lol (hint hint? Maybe so. Not a big giant scary badness either but rather THE TYPE OF DARKNESS THAT RESTS IN THE MUNDANE WHERE WE SEE AND EXPERIENCE EVERY DAY BUT DO NOT FRET LITTLE ONE. You’ll be just fine loves, (yooo someone is killin it on the drums right now! Way to go, man! Whoever the fuck they are Lol sounds pretty close…I wonder if it’s one of the neighbor boys? They’re my age, we grew up together, err I guess in the later years just more so around each-other instead of hanging out anymore. Always nearby, and awkwardly glancing at eachother or pretending not to notice the other Lmfao. We were all such dweebs. We should’ve just talked it out. Whatever weirdness there was, I wish we were all not too shy to just say hi again to eachother instead of being weirdos. We’re neighbors and adults. We’re at the age where it’s normal to say “howdy Dave.” To your neighbor like some white-people suburbia movie except we don’t expect anything from eachother like weirdos would. We just innocently chat because we ain’t strangers folks. But we’re out here actin’ up like we are. What’s wrong with us. Lmfao. *everyone insert answer here:__________________________ annnnd we bond over transparency, honesty, acceptance, UNDERSTANDING, and of course ✨trauma✨cause I know you’ve got it too loves.Shit hasn’t been easy, even if we make it look like it tho! Ehhhh😝💗) Or it could be some of my moms friends kids…or some other neighbors I have absolutely no clue as to whom they are🤔Wow..my neighborhood is wholesome as fuck. Don’t none of ya’ll go tellin where we be either cause that’s not the point. The point is to hear the tale of a beautiful upbringing in such warm
Homes full of love and light. To know that such places exist, and are absolutely within your power to manifest BUT ALSO actually strive to create in your own lives. It’s all about the work we put in but also the love we share and spread but never forget the passion to create and protect it all. Mind, body, and soul. *my neighbors have a banda Lol It sounds beautiful honestly. I know we all sometimes complain about the noise but the music is actually quite beautiful when you listen to the beats of our people. It’s a sense of community amongst us all that was created atop ancestral land. Perhaps handed down throughout the years of teaching, would be more accurate? It’s beautiful to think that such an old concept, such an old way of our people has been preserved after all these years..I’ll bet that would make all of our ancestors very happy. I’ll bet they’d even smile warmly at us and send the warmest of embraces our way. I see that in some point in this life my family and myself are going to have a rare opportunity to experience our culture in an extremely wholesome way unlike any other. I see that a teeny tiny glimpse of this journey will be documented on YouTube so that’s fucking cool and unexpected!!! Anyways. That’s beautiful, and I’m looking forward to that. I wonder if it’s some kind of place? Like a historical, cultural society type of place, or maybe a preserved way of life hidden in the mountain side somewhere but also not hidden away because they run spiritual camps? Camps? Spiritual retreats? Oooohhhhh. Like cultural spiritual traditional ways of life experience. Like you’re only allowed if you’re of culture, descendants of some kind to the land? Something like that. Basically it’s high vibe stuff, high vibe discovery. Which is absolutely beautiful. I’m excited to experience that, and to be high vibin as ever within my culture, with my people, on sacred land. Sacred healing. For those who are ready. You can’t jump ships whenever you want to, you must put in the work first and you will be invited to experience our ancestors in the most beautiful high vibe setting that connects you directly back to the land which has been cultivated by none other than ourselves. We are the higher power, you and I are the higher power collective that are creating it all by simply manifesting the lives we wish to lead. We’re manifesting our lives as we go, every action we personally take, the thoughts we choose to entertain or not entertain fully are all apart of the journey to our higher selves. Growth. Health. Love. Forever & always, always & forever)
Date scribed: November 5th, 2022 5:08PM