I was feeling sad, lonely, and hurt. Very hurt because it’s been such a long, hard, painful journey in love for me. I had suck low hopes for love once upon a time, and an Angel came in at the perfect time. I don’t think it was taken into account that we’d end up falling in love with each other. Maybe it was? I don’t really know which it was more of, but what I do know is how much love we shared between us two. I learned from him so much, he helped shape me. I was proven that unconditional love exists and it is tangible, possible, and absolutely REAL. I’m forever thankful and so grateful to have met him and to have loved him so deeply. Not only that but to BE loved like that too. Now I know what kinds of love I want. I know what it should feel like when I find it, and I’ve learned to completely trust my intuition and instincts. Especially when it comes to a true love partnership. After trudging through toxic sludge he was my life raft. He was my random island that popped up out of nowhere and helped me pull me out of very turbulent waters. He showed me a beautiful life, how truly wonderful love makes your life and what a bright future I can cultivate for myself with another. With the right one. Unfortunately, my island has to disappear once more, exactly as it popped out of thin air, so too did it vanish in a blink of eye. I’ll never forget my time there, I’ll never forget the beautiful man I shared those moments in time and absolutely beautiful memories we created together. I’ll never forget how much he and unconditional love completely changed my life. Forever.
Now I know, what I’m looking for. I know what type of love an relationship I truly want. I’m willing to wait, be patient, and go through whatever hell is necessary to get to where I know I need to be and WILL be someday. I know that it’s all just waiting for me. We’re both waiting to come into alignment with each other. We’re both eager and excited, at times impatient due to giddy feelings because we both just know. We also feel that we’re SO close. We can’t give up now or let anyone or anything get in our way. We’re almost there, just gotta hold on a little longer for divine timing.