I look around at the gorgeous, spooky, boho art filled room I have.
I feel the soft mattress cupping my body like a fluffy hug.
My favorite blanket offers coziness whenever I so choose.
An old beat up baggy T-shirt and a pair of soft underwear is all that clothes my body.
Adorning my hands are two rings and two bracelets.
The sweet scent of coconut fills the air.
The warmth of the coconut candle can be felt by the tips of my fingers.
Crisp icy alkaline water awaits for me to take a sip.
Lip balm soothes afterwards. The sensation upon my lips makes me think of my crush and I begin to drift off a little with thoughts of us guiding me.
The sound of the kettle finishing jolts me awake once more.
How could I sleep without my nightly chamomile tea?! Not well most likely.
All these soothing things make for a much greater day overall. What a beautiful night.
It’s nights like these where I lie awake wondering “is this all real?”
It’s the trauma waiting for “the other shoe to drop” but what if? What if it all didn’t fucking suck?! What then? I ask thee!
Not only does it not suck, but I can assure you; this is REAL. This is life. YOUR life.💚💜
I am forevermore grateful!🖤