I hope this message finds you when it’s meant to…
Now, I don’t know if they’ve revealed it to you yet or if you’ve been told at this point like I have. Or maybe you’ve known before me? I really don’t know yet and that’s ok for now. They slowly unraveled you to me, like the most gentle, secret, and special gift. You came flowing in so slowly and calmly, then they hit me like a motherfucking truck with even more and I honestly freaked the fuck out but in the calmest and most regulated way possible and it took me a few days to recoup from all that. It didn’t hurt, there wasn’t pain, I promise you that you didn’t hurt me, that’s not the reason. It was just really overwhelming and nice and I honestly just can’t believe that you exist for REAL. It’s crazy to me. But it makes me so happy and excited to finally meet you in person soon. Low key I’m also fucking terrified but I know that’s ok and it’s totally normal for this between us. Cause at the Same damn time I feel so at peace and just really at ease dancing around in your light. Your darkness is also incredibly comforting to me and I feel like I FINALLY have a proper match to both light and dark essences of me. That’s a beautiful thing and you have been so hard to find yet also I found you so easily and gracefully. It was like the universe decided to put the most warm and gentle blanket over me. I’m so looking forward to really being in your arms in this life and seeing what we create together as well as all the fun and adventures we’re gonna have! My soul recognized you immediately and I fell in love again. I can only hope that you find me in the same beautiful way or even better, in the perfect time. So here’s to us meeting real soon my love. I know who you are now… and I’m waiting patiently to come home at long last. 🖤💜