Upon completion of a side quest; I returned at the doorstep we all call home like a beaten, scraggly, filthy, street dog. Any possible blow dealt, had been bestowed upon me spiritually. Angelic arms greeted me and caught me right as I began to fall from the battlefield. Who in their right minds would let their captain(but with a K cause my name&structure itself, Two PP’s for pillars of balance always&buddies never go at it alone take your partner with) Kapp(ie for end of my name=Kappie) If you know nothing of this spiritual war… GET FUCKED YOU SUCK. You’re apart of the problem and the reason I have to bear such things. WAKE UP🙄 I’ve said it before, I have no idea what I am, I just know when it’s time to step in and when it’s time to lay back. I’m in a period of lay back cause that last side quest was a doozy.🤭 It was interesting and fun at the same time tho… until it forked off into two missions😑 Plus the original quest, so I embarked on these 3 quests with a very small elite squad of assassins to fix what needed mending in this game. There were 4 of us to fix this fuck ass planet that others (YOU)LET happen. You all allowed this shit to happen to our Mother Earth AND the cosmos alike. Boots on the ground yet high above in the stars gaining more allies, and rallying to get this shit done. The war is far from over, it’s still clean up time. The “big” contenders have been eliminated. What pathetic jokes they were. All that’s left is their legacies… so we snuff em out. My vessel needs recovery time to heal, but I’m not down for the count or much less “broken”. I just need some down time for ME. “Flip it upside down for Wombo”-Patrick Lol (WE).
While I was hospitalized my main nurse that night had a very familiar energy, that immediately made me smile. I’d recognize him ANYWHERE in ANY VESSEL, and he was at my bedside the entire time taking care of me. It was just a temporary thing tho, a borrowed vessel WITH permission of course! ALWAYS with permission first. So he was able to be there for me in this new way, and I’m really glad.🤭 He’s my guardian angel, put through rigorous training to be granted that title. He’s badass as fuuuck! I heard and saw his last moments in his vessel, back in time…he was so pissed off that he was dying. His last words were a defeated “I love her.” The tears streamed slowly down his face, and the next thought that never escaped his body’s lips in that moment; “My Kristieee.”
So he watched over me the entire time, like he always has and now forever will. Congrats on the promotion my duude!🤙🏼 He(as the nurse lady) got so excited when I asked for coffee. Lol He said “let me know if I still got it.”
He in fact does.☕️🤭
It was just insta hospital coffee (Folger’s. Grew up drinking that actually!)but it smelled way different and it was perfectly balanced, he didn’t use the entire packet. It was perfectly crafted and balanced for me.
Shout out to my angelic guardian bud. He circles me like a vulture in defense. So beware of the chillest of dudes, cause he’ll fuck you up quicker than a millisecond.
Protected forever and always.🪽🦇✨🔮🪄
”Always Forever” -Cults.
“Your guardian angel” -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
“All the Time” -Bahamas.
“Can’t Take My Eyes off You” -Frankie Valli.
“Real Love Baby” -Father John Misty.
“Darlin’ “ -Houndmouth (we weren’t PERFECT. We were stupid ass kids in love so we made mistakes together and learned from them).
“When U Love Somebody” -Fruit Bats (We would gaze into each other's eyes and forget everything around us, even to breathe. So we’d laugh breathless when we realized our breath was caught in stillness.)
“Love Love Love” -Avalanche City.
“Tungs” -The Frights.
“Wake Bake Skate” -FIDLAR
“Lifetime” -Three Days Grace
“Dancing With Your Ghost” -Sasha Alex Sloan
“Can’t Take You With Me” -Bahamas
“Time And Time Again” -Bahamas
“One More Light” -Linkin Park
“Somebody Else” -The 1975
“This Feeling” -Alabama Shakes
”High Enough” -K.Flay, RAC (I just love this song so much🤭 It fits in perfectly. I also listen to a few other songs by this artist like “Blood In the Cut” that song was actually the intro for me to K.Flay, so when I heard High Enough I fell in love and was like wait! I know that artist!)
“Golden Age” -Beach Fossils
“Your Guardian Angel-Live” -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 💚🪽
Do not shed tears for us anymore, for we were never truly split up. Just joined eternally in a new and different way. Everything happens for a reason;slowly but surely, it all comes full circle, to make sense in the end where a new beginning is able to come to fruition.
Quest complete!✅🐦⬛
In doing such I earned 3 new titles;
Kapp/Kappie
THE RAVEN (Like dawgg are you fucking kidding me?! I LOVE this! The Teen Titan Raven, and also Edgar Allan Poe! ME💯)
Sending lots of love+light your way.💜🖤Thx for reading📖and experiencing🎶 a fragment🧩 of my most recent war story🗞️🥷🏻
I clicked shuffle on two different playlists and went with the first song that played for both of em!🤭🖤
“Here’s My Heart” -SayWeCanFly
“Brown Eyed Girl” -Royalty
Bonus Afters;
“umakemenotwannadie” -Palaye Royale.
“I gotta feeling” -Black Eyed Peas